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- absence of light
learning to accept
parking my car a block away
because construction equipment
takes all nearer spaces
i look at the seven-story structure
i am looking to move into
the thought comes to my mind
and lips: “I am coming here to die”
surprisingly, i find i am at peace
with the thought
it is where i am in my life
although i know i will fight
to treasure as much as i can retain
until i know the end is mine
elder humor
deep, wrinkled crevasses
beside her mouth
spell out her age
in decipherable hieroglyphs
but her sense of humor
stays young, biting and fun
challenging those who can see her
as a person rather than merely
an old woman
listen to what is—and isn’t
hearing the sighs of friends
in deepening anguish at the loss
of function and companions
humbles me in contemplation
of my own demise
but what reels within my being
for the lifetimes to come
is listening to the silence
of children engulfed in the horror
fear and degradation
of hate
prophet and loss
sound-proof room needed
no inter-office e-chatter
to decide how much less expensive
it is when a patient has dementia
to deny medical treatment
for anything else
wrinkled gratitude
wrinkles are part of me now
and colored spots sprinkled on dry skin
but my funnybone still thrives
and my eye for the glory of a sunrise
and my awe at the power
of generosity, so, despite the aches
and fears, life is still a precious gift
for which there are no adequate words
of gratitude
the aches of the elderly
comment from Eileen gives author hope
aching pain tends to diminish
the attractiveness of an old man’s surroundings
could it be nature’s way of loosening
his clinging tie to life?
Ed
comment from Eileen gives author hope
a gentleman
having carried two wives
through prolonged and painful
dying, is now quietly succumbing
to infirm age while retaining
his straight back, gentle smile
and stubborn spirit of strength
and giving
it is time for him to move to live nearer
beloved daughter and extended family
but how dearly we will miss him
realistic solution
the permanent solution is surgery
but as i stumble decades old
what need have i for permanent
dine in joy
her voice over the phone
animated, grateful, joyous
as she explained she’d taken
my rosebud with her to dinner
all who stopped by admired
its red, new-opened petals
and inhaled its fragrance
that night dining, as well,
in joy
her daughter wants her to stay
her hopes for the small home
she wished to buy where she’d
spent decades among friends
dashed by the inspector’s report
so many things needing repair
she could have returned to doing
but not in that run-down house
she’s made friends where she now lives
her daughter, who worked front desk
is now retired but wants her to stay
since she is only fifteen minutes away
yet the writing group is now lead
by someone who reads the work
of the vision-impaired with less
than empathy and understanding
rather than greater independence
she faces slow descent to blindness
and dependency
embroidered with darkness
embroidered with darkness
fine net of twig and leaf shadow
gently undulates
over Daddy Ben’s rocker
human that i am
again tripped over nothing
went down slow motion
unhurt but embarrassed
and frightened of how vulnerable
i am becoming
and how little i seem to be able
to heal what is wrong
human that i am
stand down and stand by
An original poem by MaryJane Nordgren
elderly now we
watch rather than live for
as our progeny work out
their own mistakes
and hug their chosen in triumphs
observers now of what we gave life
and fought to nurture
we are left to learn
our own eternal being
(im)balance
An original poem by MaryJane Nordgren
(im)balance
balance—so easy when young,
strong and unscarred
by the tricks and tempests
by which life distorts us
and once twisted
how difficult to move
with ease and grace
of mind or body
old age should be venerated
not ridiculed for its off-balance quirks
if only to acknowledge the pain endured
to be able to function at all
mjNordgren 2/2/2022 N