surprised by anger
surprised by my deep anger
and feeling used
in the nasty snap i gave a friend
whose project demanded of me
when i had nothing left to give
he didn’t know; he went on a cruise
leaving me dangling
when he learned, he tried
to make amends, but too late,
it seems, because my true feelings
reached out in that vicious comment
that leaped from my lips
teaching me to forgive – when i can